believing again...

yesterday, i wrote on my unbelief and how i so do not deserve my husband and boys--the abundant life God has given. i thought this morning as i read in my study, i slapped the face of God when i say that. when i was younger i prayed diligently for my godly husband and children. why am i surprised i have it?? God promised to give it. He is a rewarder. It is as good as done when we believe. i guess i am having a hard time making a difference between being unworthy, yet worthy. i am a "daughter of God". therefore, i am worthy of all this i cannot understand. may i be humble, yet thankful. and yet, remembering what i was and where i could be.

Lord, praise your name for being a daughter of the KING. praise you for your excellent works. praise you for your word. praise you for the rain today. praise you for YOU -- thank you, Lord. i love you.