believing

i have been doing a bible study on tuesday nights--believing God by beth moore. i have needed this study. the Lord is showing me how to believe Him for more than i even thought possible. seems as though lately i have struggled with a bit of believing. believing Him in the small things. so easy to get in the "stay at home mommy rut" and forget to believe God for the small, everyday things. i am reminded as i look at my husband, God has blessed me beyond measure. i do not deserve the spiritual leader he is to me and our boys--not to mention the many students. and then when i look at our boys. what an honor to be a parent. why would God entrust me with children? what an awesome responsibility. all this favor from the Lord has so motivated me to want to believe HIM more. however, i want to believe Him just for who He is--and not just for what He has done for me. "reveal yourself to me..."